The world will never take you away.

Again, I forgot to write for a while. My dad always asks me if I will post something again. I always say yes.. But then again, I'm a very busy girl.

My last post was in octobre last year. But in this last half year there has changed al lot. First of all I'm happy to tell you that I've been baptised! It was an amazing experience, one I will capture in my heart forever. It was such a beautiful moment. Something between God and me! When I saw all those people who came for me, I couldn't believe it. It made me very emotional. At my mother's side of the family, most of them don't know God. So it was very special they were there! =)

Pics and more info later!

Back again!

Hello everybody!

Wooow it's been a while. I'm really ashamed that I forgot it, sorry! I'm a very busy girl, you should now ;). My dad and family always asked: When are gonna write on you blog again? But I forgot my password that's the reason why I've also started a new blog. But I just discovered that now I also can post on my old blog! Cool! =] I think I'm gonna use both. So keep watching them both! My other blog is: http://www.alittlebegin.blogspot.com/.

I will try to post something as quick as possible.

Be blessed you'll!

If I only could..

If I only could..Help the onces who're poor.
If I only could..Just tell my friends how great you are.
If I only could..Remember that you love the one I hate.
If I only could..Explain how much you mean to me.
If I only could..Praise you every day.
If I only could..Be in your arms.
If I only could..Live without fear.
If I only could..Make the blind see.
If I only could..Cry from joy because you're.
If I only could.....

Even Heaven Cries.

Crying.. We all cry. We cry about memories, songs, things that happened, love or movies. Crying can be beautiful; crying of happines! Crying because you can make a brand new start. But (too bad) mostly we cry about something sads. People who die, Something what happened or did not happen.

Crying is more then a tear rolling over your face. It's the feeling you have when you're crying. One of the weirdest moments I had to cry was during the X-factor live show. X6 was at the last 2 and I did not wanted them to send home. Everybody started crying in the show, so I joined. Haha. I also had to cried when Sharon (winner of X-factor) was singing 'Hurt - by Christina Aquilera'. It made me think of so much memories. That's (what I think) songs are for. The most of them. Making you think of memories. I have that also with the song something inside so strong. That song makes me feel stronger! Quzz you can try to stop me from writing on this site how great God is, but no matter quzz I will continue telling people what God did for me. He saved me! I'm gonna do it any way!

Sometimes you just need to cry!! Do you recognize that? Just cry. Let all your emotions come out. I think that's good to do sometimes. It can be a release. For me it is. Thank God for making your tears. For making your smile. Thank God for expressions. Thank with al your heart. JOYFUL JOYFUL LORD WE ADORE YOU!!

Send me Lord.

Lord, send me to a river that I can fight.

To a mountain that I can climb.

Lord, help me to face an other day.

and help me to live your way.

Lord, call me when you need me.

So every one will see.

How great you are.

And that you are close to me and not far.

So the world will follow after.

And let me follow you trough the tears and the laughter.

Good & bad times

It has been a while after I wrote, but I was staying somewhere else because my parents where enjoining a beautiful weekend off.

But I want to tell about Good & bad times. Quzz I realise to much that in good times I do forget God. And in bad times I'm wondering: 'Where is God?' But He's always there. In the good days of my life and in the bad ones.

In the good times of my life I feel great. I do what I want and I totally forget God. I eat, play, go to school and do every normal thing I always do. But I forget God. And then on Sunday I go to church and when I am in church I feel so blessed, so amazing. I want to have that feeling all week long. But why do I keep forgetting every thing? It's in our nature to forget: birthdays, jackets or I don't know what, but God! How can I... No I dare I forget Him. That is the thought that goes through my mind when I realise (in church) that I have forgotten God again. But God does not blame us. He know how we human are and He wants to help us change. So every time I realise I have fallen down, God reaches His hand out and I can grab that hand to go on.

Prayer.

In the good days of my life, when I'm used to forget you Lord.
Help me to remind you are there.
Help me to realise it's not thanks to me that I'm doing wel.
It's you Lord who takes care of me.
Every night.
Every day.
You are there.

Amen.

The bad days of my life.
Who doesn't know the fact that you daub that God is really there in the bad times. And if He's there why doesn't He helps me? I read in the Bible I'm not alone, but why do I feel alone? Well realise He is there and He wants to help you. And He will help you. Sometimes you don't see that or feel that. But at the end you will see He did help you. In the bad times God can encourage you to go on. He can help you to come out of that missery and go on. Thank Him for that.

Prayer.

God, thank you for your help in the bad times.
Thank you that you show me in every way you are there.
Thank you that I don't have to be affraid.
Thank you that I can face tomorrow with you.
Thank you.

Amen

Hope, Faith and Love.

The 3 most important words in my life. Hope, Faith and Love. But what is the meaning of those 3. Let's start with Hope.

Hope is a beautiful thing. Hope was an important factor in my life when I lost 4 very special persons to me. The Hope they will be alright. But I needed that Hope the most when they where in the hospital. The Hope they would survive. Although I knew with the most of them, they wouldn't make it. That Hope gave me strength to move on. It gave the feeling it was Ok. Ok to let go, although that was hard. The hardest thing was that I wanted to be with my grandmothers, but both of them where very calm. That helped allot to let go. When my first grandfather died, I cried and said to my grandmother: 'I don't want you to die!' I was just 9 and it was very hard for me to imagine losing my grandmother to. She answered: 'I'm not planning to.' She laughed and geuss what, she's still alive and in good condition!


Faith. Faith in what? In God? Yeah, but sometimes that's hard. I'm sure we all doubt sometimes. Is God there really? Why doesn't he speak to me? Well he does speak to you, we just don't take the time to listen. But wouldn't it be much easier when He comes to earth and says: 'Look. I'm real! I do exist.' Every one would believe Him then. Because God choosed to give us the opportunity to choose. He didn't make puppets from us, so we would do anything right. He gave us that choice! Isn't that beautiful. And it's normal that we daub sometimes. In the bible you can read that His students also doubted.

When Jesus walked over water, Peter says: 'Jesus, if You are the son of God, tell me to walk over water then!'. Jesus said: 'Come!' Peter came and he walked over the water. But at the moment he started to doub he drown. He doubted because he was scared of the hard wind. 'Help me Jesus! Save me!' He shouted. Jesus grabbed his hand and said: 'You small believer. Why did you daub?' When they got into the boat again al His students said: 'You are the son of God'. (Matthew 14:22-33)

If you where Peter would you have that daub to? Yes, I can answer this question for you because there would be nobody who wouldn't daub at that moment. But it was the son of God who asked you to come to Him by walking over the water. But it seems to unreal, walking over water? Do you have enough faith? Enough faith to walk over that water and walk to Jesus? Enough faith to tell Him: 'You are the son of God?' Yes? Then pray and tell Him you believe He is the son of God! No? Why do you daub? Have Faith and trust in God and you will be so rich! richer then Bill gates, David Beckham or Brad pitt. Because they don't have that faith to say: 'You are the son of God.'


And last but certainly not least: Love.

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13).

Love is the most important of those 3. You need love everyday. Love to give and Love to get. I get love from: Family, God and my friends. Love.

The L is for Loving. Loving you.
The O is for Open. Being open for new people to love.
The V is for Valentine. When you show some one you love him or her.
The E is for Every one. Every one you love.
Love is the word which brings us together.

Love is important. God says: 'Love each other and Love your enemies'.